Well.....I have to update. At least there is something.

Heiho. I am now officially Taeyang’s die-hard-fan. I wanted so bad to deny it. But I cannot. But I ain’t one of those kpop freaks. I’m just in love with Taeyang. That’s it. Only to his songs, his dance moves and of course everything ‘bout him. xD

 

Adios. V(^w^)V

I think I’m gay.
 

What an opening. =’) [BWAHAHAHAHAHAH.] The reason why I claimed myself a gay was because… I started to listen to k-pop music. I mean, really. Well, not really. It all started blindly and I BLAME @nyssa13h FOR THIS. Grr. Hahahaa. And yes, I blame you too mister sire sir. For looking so attractive and sexy, I don’t blame you though. But for looking so alike like this person, I BLAME YOU. I was just about to bond a relation when things started off pretty… intense. Haish. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIt6KCwlFPw  See what I mean? I know, hot sexy intense looking guy. x3

Awright. Just to inform today is the second day of 10 days holiday for students in Brunei. I have 2 assignments left to be done and I am so smashed up with tones of house chores. Wtheck. Will try to finish everything by Tuesday, perhaps? Assignments remind me of ustad, and ustad made me reminisce. xS  

Lads and gents, I proudly pronounced that I have made an account on Twitter, for the second time. YEAAAH. After months or less suffering from twitterphobia,sfjlajf;af I now finally got the chance to stand up my truth and splat out the rest. Felt so relieved.

In just a week and a day, I had achieved to thousand three eight six. Gee.

Organizing things are just not my thing. I tend to mess around a bit and it turned out to be a big mess. GASH. What am I anyway? This has to do with accounts I’ve made on several social websites. As in www.formspring.me www.jaiku.com www.me2day.net and not to mention I already owned an account on twitter.com livejournal.com itself and heylog.com. I am this social-person but only on the web world. I bet some humans out there might beat me by having more than 6 accounts. *salute. Here are my websites:

 

Steal this from her facebook photo album. BWAHHAHA. sorry dong. And her's fell on the 20th of February. Happy B'lated birthday Seri Qasdina Syahirah.

Prettiest man ever. ♥♥♥♥
And his was on the 21th of February. Happy Birthday Muhd Haffey Bin Hj Musa.


The sweetest girl ever! ♥
She was known for the name biel and i called her neng biello. ;D
Be blessed with happiness and will hope to see you in few years time as a person who'd achieved succesfulness.

Pretty kan my ella ella yelloh? ♥
Turn the fonts into yellow for she likes yellow to the max. ;D
And yes, she too had made me like yellow =(.
BWAHHAA. <3

The death of Alexander mc queen just captured my glance. Was wondering who on earth is he. Thought at first he was some kind of a mogul or a president, yet himself was a mogul to a fashion designer world. Here is what I can conclude….  

 

 

 Enough of me flirting with his designs. And now, let me just post whatever I wanna post.

 

Do add me as one of your friend, if you've one. xD

 
some pictures I drew just for views. I sounds so childish.

Had no idea what to post, since that’s the only tabs I when surfing to. Since I had no other accounts such as formspring.com, tumblr.com, plurk.com… well, my life is just its.  What else…RIGHT! Will post some shots of me with friends during events that held weeks before and here they are…

 an event which took place in/on the class, somewhen around  january.

And now for an event that took place in ICC, Bandar.

GAH. suddenly, I felt like I wasted my time on waiting pictures to fin upload. sheesh. Well another two to go, perhaps?

 Compilation of pics of me and my cousins pasted on a window when our faces were still licin and tembam. Look how small we're. I is the the one with the green denim sat on a chair with so marung face on. LOL.



Will only did this once and thats it!


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Glad to say most of my chores and homework or better known as assignments had finished just before the time. I’ve been delaying these all ideas of updating and posting such great remarkable of what had happened to me recently. Not going to waste any time again, though what all I can think of right now is to spend my quality time on updating more on twitter. But since twitter isn’t working properly nowadays perhaps I took twitter is having its new updates on looks and everything. I mean, even Friendster is looking cool now. With its green heads and cool white background and yeah…

So I found myself being a little tense rarely. Must have been spending my time alone with no one to talk to since the second, third and forth are busy with their works, if that are what they considered about. Most of the time, I’ve been whining a lot about how things going on not as how it supposedly to work, and how pissed I am to found out some stuffs are not meant to be touched or broke. Somehow I managed to overcome these all bad situations just by obeying an adjective, which is ignorance. Might sounds a bit mean and not having this concern thingy in self but what I knew, this is the only way I can survive without being lonely.

After all, things are quite in their own path and time. Had no doubts that things are going to pay it off soon. I mean, all that happened to me are like parts of me. I now knew when to wake up, and when to have my bath exactly on time. So proximately, my time are mostly on eating less, more of doing the chores, pleasing my parent (which I assumed this had nothing to do with any of my needs), and more performances. Been trying to sustain all of these according to what I‘ve planned, and thank to god it all worked as plan. There is no way for me to do all these jobs fitfully. ‘Cause they aren’t anyone here to help me out.

And yes, lately I’ve been included in an almost-war friend-fight. Am not saying it’s a bad thing but however, it kind of pissed me off. Never participated in any of this so called agenda fight but hey. I am officially had recorded myself in a paper which had my name written on it and descriptions saying declaring myself had been messing around with a ‘holy-cow this person you had a fuss with is so going to tell everyone how uncool you’ve been!’ I know, I sound as if I’m bragging all this shits happening to me but no. This he/she I’ve been messing with was a dickhead or better known as an imposter. I might consider I have fallibilities on myself because I might mistakenly accuse him/her. But now, all I can think of is to rip his/her digestive system and boil him/her 30cm long intestine and make it into a hot spicy soup. Had to have the guts doing this assassin thingy.

For some reasons, I might not want to trade my life to any person though a zillion dollars is banked in to my account. Probably cause I don’t own an account in the bank? Whatever it is, I kind of like this whole situation. I had learned some important lessons and I bear it in mind. Made up some lessons and it somehow gave me an attitude to be who I wanted to be. What I knew past is never past. Cause past is part of you. And secondly, some stuffs will kept on repeating in you if things aren’t fixed properly. And lastly, life isn’t easy. You may had heard it and made faces at me, but hey I do not take these sentences for granted. Because what I know, words are not words. Sentences are not sentences. I might look I’m instilling stupid quotes or dumb sentences here but never looked down at a person cause these sentences might caught your attention.

It’s been a while after days of silence. The reason was to recover myself from failing of uploading a video I made so I can post it here. It all happened when a flash of lightning illuminated the mind, and for a brief moment Tracyannysa saw something dark and sinister creeping toward her. And that sounds flattering. Bwahahaha. It was actually when I had this idea of wanting to fetish those enthusiasm of others. I was under my sheets and these feelings kind of thrown me against my bedroom wall with a crash. Sudden actions only happened to me. With those mixed sentiments I had by that moment, I gulped as it shook its enthusiastic.

“Had no fear cause Tracyannysa is about to grant your wish!’” I didn’t say that, just trying to excite things up. At first, there was no strong strength in me to post a video that was made by me. The only reason was, scared. I am not that ‘strong’ to accept any comments or ratings which I knew I had to upload that video I made to my YouTube account. There was another way though, without uploading it to YouTube. But hey, I am so outdated about these technologies or some sort of easier ways of posting it without going through YouTube. Fear not, my problems are over. And I decided to click ‘NO’ to giving any comment or ratings on that video I made. So, have fun watching it though.

This video I made was a sincere thank you to all those who had participated either in terms of singing or preparing this event. To tell you, it was a blast! I got very excited after idol event and as I arrived home, I tweeted almost every details of what had happened in that event. And to be honest, I didn’t expect the winner would be her. I thought the winner was a He. But over-all, performances were great.

Enjoy this video. Try to accept the facts that this video isn’t good as other pros.

Starting the intro by typing, “I think I am about to get awkward.” So, what I am about to post might be an adult explicit content. Because… I said so. Bwahahaha. I had been posting these pictures in my twitter account of my attempt showing how creative I was. Looks like my ‘creativity’ looked weird and strange, suits for me. OHH well. My intention was just to fill in my page of blankness and kind of inspires me that, Halloween is something different. Not as in special but rare. I was talking about Halloween, if you haven’t got the hint yet. And decided to tag this post, stripes which means I am about to post pictures. Someone inspired me to tag all posts as in some appropriate tags and to that person, you are clever. I had warned you before this post are an adult explicit content and you might go ‘hsbrvubyubusyruwyrfjah’ looking at what I am about to post.

My content for today is to do with comics and its themes, Halloween. To an artist who sang rehab, I dedicate these to you. It started …

(1) AMY WINEHOME WAS SPOTTED! Alert! : Alert! : Alert! for the paparazzi. Amy winehome was spotted near a Bismi bookstore in seria. She was unaware by the paparazzi appearance. Her pictures were caught out of her sight while she was busy eyeing the counter-man.

(2) Looks like Amy winehome is busy looking for books as she just discovered that the counter-man was a gay. Poor Amy, but you already married happily with blade- wielder, Amy. Amy was busy flipping those books and it Amy picked a novel titled ‘Books for dummies: How to be a good mother’. Paparazzi thought Amy was going to change till… Amy slipped a palayboks magazine in her singlet.

(3) “Her mole looks hot with her tongue-licking pose there,” said the counter-man as he was interviewed after Amy realized she was been watched 15 minutes later. Tracyannysa, the owner of Bismi bookstore was given credits by the governments for capturing such a picture of Amy winehome tongue-licking pose. Tracyannysa explained that her nanny always teaches her to put hidden cameras in every place in the bookstore, in case something bad will happen.

(4) “Ooh ow. I think Amy sees us.” Amy gave this look as soon as she stopped flipping the books for dummies. She stared wildly at the counter-man and found out it doesn’t even erect. **** Paparazzi knew they were caught this time. And Amy bodyguard, Mr. T-ret suggested Amy to act as calm as the ocean. Amy can’t stop staring as one of the paparazzi suddenly appeared from nowhere stood beside Amy pouting his heart out.

(5) Amy knew it’ll be useless if she pushed and yelled at the paparazzi. She even imagined herself being the highlights for tomorrow’s newspaper, ‘Amy winehome acted abnormal from normal.’ So she kept quiet and Mr. T-ret led Amy to her Cadillac, parked 2 miles from the bookstore.

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And that’s Amy winehome last tripped to a bookstore, as she confessed in d! Channel. And there were rumors saying Amy winehome are about to give birth to quadruplets by the end of nine months.

I know these pictures are absolutely ridiculous and I am not trying to get publicities. This is what I had been longing for; doing some outrageous photo shoots and ended up making myself as the spotlights for my comic books. To be honest, I never knew Taurus like me could end up like this. Is other taureans are like me?

Sincere & respect, and people invoke you to be bless. And these sentiments do no longer exist in a person’s.

v Why?                  -- Machinations are the answer.

v How come?       -- After years of sticking to the same environment.

v It’s happening? – Unfortunately, yeah.

Machinations, what I meant was why do we have to hinder situations when we are in a save state? It didn’t make any sense until a word strikes me, famous. Why on earth are you hindering yourself so famous is what you want to be? For an example, a girl cried over a man. She yelled and screamed in the public so they would notice her. A help, is what she needed. But she knew she need more than that, which is justice and support. What if, she was the problem after all? She did it on purpose, the yelling’s and screaming. And she points her finger to her man for making her sad. What a pussy. All she wants were fame, her man to be in trouble and sympathy.

A fact, we are bored over the same stuffs happening to us. Who wouldn’t get bored? New environment, different people and if fortune cookies tells you, ‘you are about to met someone who’d the same thoughts as you are’ …BOOMED! You are about to change to a new whole level from yourself to someone else. Don’t be so sure promising to others by saying, “oh, me? I am so not into changing changing meh. I am me ler.” Let’s say, a month had passed. And by that time, things are still the same. After 2 months, things started to judder a bit, mixed around and walk side by side. After 3 months, when there is me there is you. After 4 months, bye to the old environment. After 6 months of sticking with the new environment, thorns are slowly growing. You are what your new friend’s clone now. If you are sticking to a nice type of person, your friend knows what the best is for you. If it’s the other way around, looks like your friend knows what’s ‘best’ for you. Underline that, because you might felt a needle just burst your ‘balloon sentiment’.

Unfortunately, these stuffs did happen. And sadly, karma is what each person is crying over. I don’t know whether to believe in karma or cursed, instead revenge is what I preferred.

After what had happened, a person’s eyes are still closed or he/she just won’t want to change. A lot to be studied and things to be understand to leave it as it is. Broach it in a way fallibilities is irrelevant. Never incite them to propel if you never perceive what they are going through because that’s an inane thing to do. Be yourself and appreciate of what you had turned into though you’d turned into an alien. Nyahahahaa.